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A meditation holding gentle strength—like a bird’s nest

“A bird made a nest in the flowers and laid 4 eggs, at my client’s house. I felt honored to get to see it. As I worked this evening, I reflected on the dedication and work put in to build the nest and lay the eggs... And the effort that will be needed to raise the young. “I get so caught up in my daily routine that I often forget how fragile life r...

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“And so where are the dead warriors?”

MEMORIAL DAY AT THE LITTLE BIGHORN At the edge of the Great Plains, beneath a Western Big Sky just off I-90 halfway between Billings and Gillette through a tollbooth up above the Crow casino rest stop without picnic tables, gift shop run by boy scouts public address system announces the next lecture in fifteen minutes solemn menfolk holding the han...

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A view from the Domeliner in 1960

I was almost eleven in the summer of 1960. Brother Art was 13. We rode the Domeliner east from Portland to The Dalles. The tracks ran beside the newly completed Interstate I-80. From the dome on top of the train car, we saw the Columbia rolling toward the sea. The new freeway’s river of cars was a modern torrent at 70 mph. But the natural beauty st...

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“We’re the push-buttons.”

On a hot Friday night in August of 1960, we got a special treat when Uncle Wayne took us to a drive-in movie in The Dalles. The movie was “Pork Chop Hill,” [1] a thriller about the Korean War. Gregory Peck played Lt. Joe Clemons, whose war experiences were the basis for the film. It is about the “hell” of war—a fire-fight that puts lives on a fragi...

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On that morning when dawn surpassed the birth of former days…

Mother held you first, Daughter, on that morning when dawn surpassed the birth of former days. On that morning I was there, all fired up and manly in the midst of it, I witnessed you in Mother’s arms when your eyes beheld life for the very first time. You were not blind or blurry eyed, Daughter! You looked long upon our faces. You saw things. We ca...

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The differences strengthened their union—Happy Birthday, Captain Brown

F. Clair Brown was born in a modest house in NE Portland on this day in 1923. Today he’d be 94, but he sailed with the Last Patrol on December 22, 1994. His wife, Josephine, preceded him in death by merely two months. It was fitting that my parents were together for the Holidays, since they had not missed Christmas together since the Korean War. On...

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We built a WALL!—a wall of people that welcomed ALL! A wall with many signs.

On his first day of ineffectual leadership, the rude leader of the free world harped and twiddled that the audience for his inauguration eclipsed all prior inaugural events. The orange president marched his press secretary out for the very first time where he ranted and whined about poor coverage that made the crowd seem smaller than it was. It was...

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